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April 17, 2019

"The heart breaks and it breaks 

and it lives by breaking.

It is necessary to go through dark and deeper dark

and not to turn."

-from the Testing-Tree but Stanley Kunitz

Are we afraid to FEEL?

Today I was feeling frustrated, enraged, contemplative, sad, and unsure. Among man...

April 13, 2019

A bus picked me up at about 8:47 full of indigenous women. All 7 of the women's skin was rich like the wet earth, attuned to the strength of the sun. There were a few generations in the bus. They were speaking language. I sat down next to Margret Scobie by her invitati...

March 1, 2019

Reunion Song

1 March 2019

She is the child inspired by the wonder of the butterfly

Her vision the manifestation of the present


In her Becoming she calls on the warrior

Within and without

A sacred sound protector

To hold the weight of the wind

The strength of her father,...

February 25, 2019

I have lost so much of myself here… in the comings and goings of experience. Which makes sense, to see the reflections of "me" in the places I have been... In the lost and found children. In the nomadic wanderers... The wild and restless dancers... In the stressful in-...

February 18, 2019

Being aware of your heartbeat when you wake up should not be a sign of anxiety but a sign of aliveness, survival, abundance, and flow. From my experience, it has not usually been so pleasant and full of gratitude; Instead it has been a jolt, a call to attention, a powe...

December 4, 2018

foraged to not be forgotten

found in an aimless wander

in hopes that won't be lost again

this friendship of mind is a dark streak on a

golden feather

left and right feet ache at the sounds of moving


so I attempt at flight

my face is the sight of deforestation

burnt edges...

October 16, 2018

To tide me over, here are all the notes from my journals / phone notes: 

o Urban screenshots of locations I have been, photo series

o Instead of "I'll think about it" ----> "I'll feel into it"

o Earth Centering Culture

      o What are the relationships to childhood educat...

October 3, 2018

Today I was tested in my patience. I felt restless. In my restlessness I often find an impulsiveness were I regress into wanting everything just handed to me or presuming that it will be. I remember this quote I saw: "Maybe you manifested it, maybe it's white privilege...

September 29, 2018

A poem I may only ever truly understand:

I bit my lip until the deep purple lipstick that was mistaken for black 

wore away on the bottom right side

I could taste it in the corners of my mouth 

No one noticed how I checked my phone screen over and over

or in the window...

September 25, 2018

I often say that I will do things that never get done. In response to this I am learning to stop saying i'll do these things, and just shrug and do whatever I do... if someone asks.

If i ask myself: what will you do? First thing I worry about is money. I will worry less...

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